#2

Things I will miss about you.
Talking to you when you lay next to me. Your laugh, your smile.
Holding you. Kissing you. Touching the back your neck and head when we kiss. Laying next to you and feeling your body.
The way you talk to me. The way you wish me happy bday.
I try to put on such a good stern face for you.
If you only knew how much it hurt inside.
How much it really hurt, how much pain I am really in.
How I woke up last night 3 times and started to cry in bed.

I have to get through this. I can’t keep this up.