So - Here's What's up!

Hello world, I am back. And guess what, more problems when it is related to women.

For the past month I met and have been seeing this girl.

I will call her T
(I have a thing for T's huh).

Anyway - she claims to be moved by the moon. Waxing and Waning. I can't argue with that, she does seem to be hot and cold.

Ok let me say a few things about her situation. She is getting a divorce. She has kids. She has baggage.

I am not that great of a person myself. I realize that.

So I just don’t know where to go with this. At all. I love her. She is someone that I get along with; she is someone that I can talk to.

At the same time she tells me that she doesn’t want to talk to me for several days because she needs time to think about everything.

So my conclusions are: - Is she afraid that we are moving too fast? Is she not in love with me? Yes – it’s only been a month.

But here is my real problem:
When I think about it I start to feel weird. Like anxiety. Like I start to sweat, hyperventilate almost. I am losing sleep over this, it is physically affecting me. I am losing weight.

In any case, I am not sure what to do about her and about this situation.

Should I just move on? Should I just wait? I think she is worth it but I don’t really know.